The Life of Me!!!

The Life of Me!!!

Friday, September 23, 2011

Frisky Friday!

Weekend has arrived!

Yay.

I'm not feeling the excitement here??

Kidding folks, just wanted to pop in & wish ALL you awesome people a lovely

FRISKY FRIDAY!


Have fun!

XoXo


Thursday, September 22, 2011

Gym.

This is just a quick post before gym (13:30pm), trying to motivate myself here. I'm always up for a good training session, but TODAY isn't one of those days. My muscles are still tender from yesterday's session & I'm feeling pretty lazy due to Joburg's weather.

I love Virgin Active, and my Personal Trainer is awesome too, but today I feel as if I could hate them slightly if I had to gym to hard. Yes, in the end me going to gym is good for my figure & health. So I will yet again see the positive side of the situation, all though the negative side is screaming in my ear.

I will no longer bore you with my complaining. If I do not blog within a few hours, you may believe that I did not survive my training session.

Just kidding!

See y'all on the flip side!



XoXo

Thirsty Thursday!

Happy Thirsty Thursday Friends!

Hope you all have a Super Duper Radical Day.

Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past ,stop planning the future, stop figuring out how we feel, stop deciding what we want, and just see what happens.

Have fun y'all!

XoXo

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Love when you are Ready, not because you are Lonely!

These past few months have been a little hectic for me. I've been nursing a broken heart! Something I didn't expect or plan to do for a while. But it happened & now I have to deal with it.
Me being the strong lady I am, I've been handling it all pretty well. There were a few days where I thought I just couldn't anymore, but then I found new hope too carry on in the smile of my son.

I fell for a guy I KNEW I couldn't have. (He's in a relationship) I crushed so hard on this guy, that I started dreaming about him. It was hectic. Painful, yet I kept thinking about him. I even started hanging out with him & his girlfriend. Biggest mistake ever, but I thought if I got close enough to him & his girlfriend, & that if I saw how happy they are that I'd get over my crush. Stupid, stupid Donna.

Disappointingly it didn't work. I fell even deeper. I couldn't understand how I had developed such a crush for a guy I barely knew & even though I knew he had a girlfriend. It sucked. It still sucks, but I think I'm starting to come to terms with it now. Letting go & moving on. Forgiving myself for the stupid mistake & forgetting him because the lust I feel towards him is a sin.

I started questioning myself & everybody around me. I needed answers, but I wasn't quite sure where to find them. Luckily for me, I live with a VERY wise man. Wimpie gave me the answer I was looking for. I fell in love with this guy because I was lonely. This guy was giving me attention, saying all the right things, flirting & all that jazz. I haven't felt any affection towards a guy since Tiaan's dad & I broke up, so yes I'll admit I was lonely. And there this guy was, doing all the perfect things a lonely heart lusts for.

For those few seconds which he was giving me attention I felt something again. I felt human. This heartbreak was self inflicted, I know. I take full responsibility, but it still hurt. Still, I won't be moping around & be feeling sorry for myself. This was just another lesson I needed to learn;

"Love when you are Ready, not because you are Lonely!"

So ladies, remember those wise words. We tend to give our broken hearts so easily not because we want them to be loved, but because we want them to be fixed.
Another lesson I had to learn in life! I don't regret it at all. Each lesson I learn makes me a stronger & wiser lady in the end. Proud to say, for the first time in a long time I am able to see the positive side of this dilemma & not the negative.

XoXo

Hello "The Life of Me!"

Dear Readers,

I do apologize, I have been absent for a very LONG time now.

Oooops, I'm sorry! ;)

I will fix this as from today.

Life has just been a little hectic & I've been all over the place.

But I'm back on track now, and I'm sure I can find the inspiration somewhere to entertain you!

Happy #HumpDay Friends!



XoXo