Belief..!

Everything is possible if you just believe.

I watch my son each day as he play's with his imaginary friends... Sometimes I think he's crazy, other times I wish I was his age again!! I still remember the times when I was young, and everytime my mother and father got into a fight... I would start imaging this perfect life for myself.!!

But I also promised myself, that my life would never be the same as their's... I love my parents a lot!! They took me in, when no one else wanted me!! But we all know, all families have their problems and dark secrets... Mine just had more than I thought!!

As those secrets starting revealing themselves as I grew-up, I started fearing the rest that was still hidden... I was brought up from a young age, knowing that life was not a fairytale.!! But I always imagined it was... That's what kept me going, when times got hard!!

But today, I can turn around and say... All those nights I hid under my bed, made me stronger!! Those days in dark, made me appreciate the light more!!

I will never hold those things against my parents... Never!! I always questioned why I had to be adopted, why I had to come from a broken home... But when my real mother passed away in 2009, I knew!! She never had control over my future... She did love me!! Although I held it against her and my real father fro so long, I finally accepted it...

I do believe anything is possible!! I believed and imagined, that I would be happy someday... And TODAY I am!!

I still believe... And always will!!!

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