Time.

Most of us have experience a bad patch in our lives; a break-up, loosing a friend, death of a friend or a family member, stuff like that. Have you noticed that you always get the same advice from many people; Time heals everything.

Time will heal those wounds, or remove the pain. But in my case, time has only proven that I am stronger than I thought, but the wound is still here. I still feel the pain. I still cry. Time, only made it easier to cope with, it never took away the pain, sorrow, feeling or tears.

I'm going through another bad patch in my life at the moment. I never thought that my life could fall apart so many times in a matter of a year! Just when I thought everything was okay, life had to rip it all apart. But the pain I feel now, is the pain I wish I could take away from the people I love. I can't take seeing them cry or fight or pretend.

I wish I could rewind time, back to when everything was okay. Back to when we laughed as a family, cried about silly things, & argued about the ordinary. Now I sit here, unsure about my tomorrow. I feel their pain & tears. I hurt because they hurt. Who knew that love could be such a tragedy?

I woke up asking this morning; My life has been falling apart, since I can remember. When will it all fall into place? Then I remembered, in His time. Not mine. So here I am. Waiting. Hoping. Praying, that my life will make sense. That I will start understanding why I have to endure so much pain before I can find my happiness.

So, in TIME I'll find the answer to all my questions. But until then I'll be shedding unwanted tears, feeling sorrow in my heart. Because I can't take away the pain I see in their eyes. Life has again proved to me, that NOTHING LASTS FOREVER!

XoXo